My friends are part of my family

Friday, August 28, 2009

I don c any diff now...
I mean... frankly speaking....
it means nothing now...
it doesnt really matter now...
why did I even bother to hope?
I should hav noe...
its useless to hope...
Im so STUPID!!!
thounght tat u will actually remember...
guess I was wrong..again.
guess tat frenship didnt even meant anything to u..
I've been lying to myself all zis time...U've been also lying to me...
now I noe de truth...u nvr cared abt tat 'frenship' anyway...
was juz me...
so many lies...
"I'll nvr forget u...","I'll nvr forget de times we had together..","I have fun when Im wif u."
LIES!!!!!ALL OF IT!!!!!
I juz want u to noe _______, if u don cherish it...why should I?
its over...I meant ever since I went to sec1, I hope tat u will not forget me...forget de times we all had together...
I guess all u remember is de pplwho u tell me is eho u hate..
LIES!!!AGIAN!!!!!!!!!!!
how m I suppose to belief u?
HOW???
I guess tat its no use....no use at all..
I told u to ___ me...but, everytime u change_______, u nvr did___ me.
I nvr should hav...
FORGET IT...IM OUT.. I DON PLAY UIR GAMES ANYMORE...
BYB.__BYE FOREVER...
even though we are going to meet in a few days time,I don look foward to seeing u anymore..not anymore.

They are my everything
1:21 AM

The Exorcist