Monday, August 31, 2009
err.2day went bac to JPS...had de biggest shock of my life!!!I found out tat...Wilson is also from JPS!!!OMG!!!lols..oh found out tat zis boy from OPSS is also from JPS...lol.oh...den chatchatchat...was feaking fad up when they security guard say tat we can only go in at 12.30..was like 'wat de heck??'ok nvm...then, he say 1.00 den can go in...WTF???finally...1.00 went in..Mr Chew open de gate...lols..hav to write some crap....... like my address and shit...was like' wat de fuck?? muz write zis shit???'nvm...went in...they say can only stay in cateen...wtf?no one cares...every1 juz went up.pri 1-5 in hall watch celebrations.pri6 was like in class studying...so sad...but last year we also like tat........zzzzzzzz..ok.walk past de classes and wave to teachs....Mrs Bok was like sooo stress.lol.Ms Lim was like '0o zis is interesting'.lol.chatchatchat...went to control room to de siao siao...saw Mr Albert Wong.chatchat..then, had another biggest shock of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!was like 'OMG!!! NO WAY!!! I DON BELIEVE IT!!!'I was literaly shock, rooted to de ground sia.....oh man.......I nvr thought tat.....nvm...anyway...went to tok to them tat time, Brescia went wif me..den stand at de bac of de hall n guess wat?they were dancing and de song was NOBODY!!!every1*at de bac of hall was like 'whoo!!!'den every1*at de bac of hall* was like singing!!!was like soo cool..all de smallsmall kids were like 'wat der....'lol.was cool lah...de NOBODY song was so popular...lol.anw...they were dancing..really dancing.. exact moves..lol.was like soo sexy!!!:):)anw, chatchat wif Mr Yeo, Mdm Ng, Mrs Bok and MISS SIA!!!Miss Sia is like soo chio!!! den we hug den I was like craz as usual...did some really disgusting stuff...lol.den went to 6 Grace to de siao siao...they hav maths test den was seeing them wif Tingjun...I was like trying de sums lah...they write out every single working on de paper..for MCQ!!! can u believe it?lol.den went home at abt 3.40...yayayaya...chatchatchat wif ppl on9...blahblahblah...bb.wait!one more thing.I went bac and saw _____.I saw her 1st but den I turned away...l8r she saw me den call me...den I fake happy to c her...lol.I DON WANNA C U EVER AGAIN!!lol.bb.
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5:02 AM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
fianally!!!I done homec..lols.urm..2day got a few breakouts...zzzzzzz.nvm.but...I tink its pretty ok now.so...tmr going bac JPS..cant wait..but....I don wan to see u _________!!!I really don wan...hiaoz...see u den run away lor...lolzzz....bb.now!:):)
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8:29 AM
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Well...I had a total break out 2day...nono...not one but a few...AGAIN...morning had one..aftnoon had two...nite had abt 3....wat de heck is wrong wif me?den I saw IT...mayb is cos now is 'qi yue'...tat might explain all my recent outbreaks...lolzz....urm...got lots I wanna say but 4get liao...err...Mon Im goingin bac to JPS..but, Im NOT I repeat NOT goingin bac to c u.U SUCK!!!TO THE CORE..I lost hope now........err....nothing now..bb.
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7:18 AM
Friday, August 28, 2009
well..
all I can say is I suck.
really,I do.
FUCK!!!
I hav no idea wats wrong wif me...
I tink I might need counseling...
really, I mean it.
WAT-DE-HELL-IS-WRONG-WIF-ME?????
I tink I'm going crazy...
Hiaoz..................................................................
WATS WRONG WIF ME???
it was juz a smallsmallsmall trigger...
why did I blow up???
I-DON-NOE!!!
WAT IS FUCKING WRONG WIF ME??
I'm really sory..
I really cant take it anymore...
I'm really sory.
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7:17 AM
I'm sory abt de last post..but I really needed to pour everything out..cos 'Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intention of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.'tats why no more m I holding on to it anymore..anyway,2day got ch oral..did quite nt good..*wat kind of eng is zis?lol.aft tat eat smt..had a tiff wif im-not-goin-to-say-who over a small thing.alot of things happen zis few weeks..dono how tosay but...all I can say is tat...I m in a veri bad mood zis few weeks...Im easily pissed off.even if its de smallest thing u can tink abt...I dono why but I hav been like tat since hell-noes-when...Im weird...Zis few days I've well...veri hot-tempered...Hell-noes-why...if I hav a choice,I wont wan to be like zis...I really don wanna be like zis...hiaoz.....how m I suppose to change?
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1:38 AM
I don c any diff now...I mean... frankly speaking....it means nothing now...it doesnt really matter now...why did I even bother to hope?I should hav noe...its useless to hope...Im so STUPID!!!thounght tat u will actually remember... guess I was wrong..again.guess tat frenship didnt even meant anything to u..I've been lying to myself all zis time...U've been also lying to me...now I noe de truth...u nvr cared abt tat 'frenship' anyway...was juz me...so many lies..."I'll nvr forget u...","I'll nvr forget de times we had together..","I have fun when Im wif u."LIES!!!!!ALL OF IT!!!!!I juz want u to noe _______, if u don cherish it...why should I?its over...I meant ever since I went to sec1, I hope tat u will not forget me...forget de times we all had together...
I guess all u remember is de pplwho u tell me is eho u hate..LIES!!!AGIAN!!!!!!!!!!!how m I suppose to belief u?HOW???I guess tat its no use....no use at all..I told u to ___ me...but, everytime u change_______, u nvr did___ me.I nvr should hav...FORGET IT...IM OUT.. I DON PLAY UIR GAMES ANYMORE...BYB.__BYE FOREVER...even though we are going to meet in a few days time,I don look foward to seeing u anymore..not anymore.
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1:21 AM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Er...
nothin much.
2 day got promotion test.
scared fail sia.
nvm.
campcraft 1st was like WAT DE HECK!!!
nvm.
oh n pledge, was like WAT DE HELL!!!I DONO HOW TO DO!!!
urm...
drills.
tiring...
Weiloon and Jolyn took us.
er...
tats all.
bb.
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7:53 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Tagged by Huiling to do this quiz. 1.HUILING2.MEGAN3.XINMEI4.TJH5.RACHEL6.JINGXUAN7.HANNAH8.LINING9.RITCHELL10.ARYANI11.TINGJUNjtn12.JIAYING13.CJH14.DENISE 1.how did you meet 7? HANNAHmy reply: pri 3 i think. same class;p2.what will you do if you and 13 never met? CHJmy reply: hmm..don really know. know her for abt 1 year?nothing much.3.what will you do if 1 and 12 date? HUILING and JIAYINGmy reply: NOOO!shes mine!!!(HUILING)LOL. :D4.have you ever since 14 cried? DENISEmy reply: hmm... once or twice.5.would 4 and 11 be a good couple? TJH and TINGJUNmy reply:NOWAY!!! they practically ___!! 6.do you think 11 is attractive? TINGJUNmy reply:derr....... hot n spicy!7.what is 2's favourite colour? MEGANmy reply:OMG! I hav no idea..white/black?8.when was the time you talk to 9? RITCHELLmy reply: urm... months.9.what language does 8 speaks? LININGmy reply: chinese?10.who is 13 going out with? CJHmy reply: hmm..no one i guess.11.what grade is 12 in? JIAYINGmy reply: ...lame.sec 1.12.would you ever date 10? ARYANImy reply:no. unless hangin'out is wat u call date.13.where does 5 live? CJHmy reply: Yishun.near me!!!YAY!lol.14.what's the best thing about 3? XINMEImy reply:shes is a go-girl.15.what would you wan to tell 10? ARYANImy reply: i miss her i guess.its been months16.what's the best thing about 8? LININGmy reply: she's nice frenly.17.have you ever kissed 5? RACHELmy reply:NOWAY! well, she did.18.what's the best memories of you and 7? HANNAHmy reply:urm...her birthday i guess.19.when was the last time you saw 6? JINGXUANmy reply: yesterday i tink.20.how are 12 and 14 different? JIAYING and DENISE]my reply:urm.. 12 is not as hyper as 1421.is 6 pretty?JINGXUANmy reply: think so. :der... smokin' hot.22.how did you meet 5?RACHELmy reply:urm..... in sch? 23.is 1 your best friend? HUILINGmy reply:urm... how do i say zis? i don hav best fren.24.Do you hate 12? JIAYINGmy reply: should I?25.have you seen 4 last month? TJHmy reply:Ya. I see her almost everyday.26.what was the last thing you said to 3?XINMEImy reply:er... hi i tink.27.have you ever been to 5's house? RACHELmyreply:ya..28.when's the next time you're going to see 10? ARYANImy reply: i dono? in a few months i guess. 29.are you very close with 13? CJHmy reply: hmm..not really30.have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? TJHmy reply:no. 31.have you ever been into trouble with 8? LININGmy reply: hmm... zis is a hard one.i tink yes. once.32. would you give 2 a hug? MEGANmy reply: derr..33.when have you lied to 3? ANNIEXINMEImy reply:nvr.34.is 1 good with socialising? HUILINGmy reply: hmm..im not very sure.. 35.do you know secrets about 9? RITCHELLmy reply:do tink so36.describe the relationship between 12 and 14? JIAYING and DENISEmy reply:oh for godness seek. they dont know each other..37.best thing about your friendship with 9? RITCHELLmy reply: she ROCKS!38.what's the worst thing about 6? JINGXUANmy reply: er... nothing?39.have you ever had a crush on 12? JIAYINGmy reply:nvr
40.does 14 has a stead? DENISEmy reply: don think so. de ans should be...i dono..41.have you ever wan to punch 1's face? HUILINGmy reply: yes all de time..JKJK.NEVER WILL!!!
42.have 2 met your mother? MEGANmy reply: no.43.how did you get to meet 3? XINMEImy reply: school and class.44.have you ever physically hurt 3? XINMEImy reply: urm...once.i tink.45.do you live close to 7? HANNAHmy reply: not really.46.what's 8 favourite food? LININGmy reply: not sure.47.what kind of car do 1 have? HUILINGmy reply: too young to have a one...48.have you ever travelled with 9 before? RITCHELLmy reply: nope.49.If you give 14 a $100 note,what will she spend it on? DENISEmy reply: hmmm.... i dono. tat will nvr happen cos i don hav $10.:DYAY.finally finished liao! (: please do this quiz whoever i put from 1-14. (:
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6:23 AM
Friday, August 21, 2009
OMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!Finally....THANK YOU ZHIEN!!!!!!!!!Yay...Urm...............................................2day got extra trainin.not so fun as de last fri one.but after de trainin got extraextra trainin.is optional one.stay bac wif huiling jiaying yuning&jacky.do like drills lor.sweatin like an idoit.like im de only one.de sir&mams tat took us was urm amirah benny(?) and a bunch of dono-wu-sec-2s.urm 'ms' chun shaowei & i-4get liao.urm....................................was like so fun. de benny sir kept sayin sadiya(?) & sanandiri(?).den huiling laugh laugh laugh.& i also laughlaughlaugh..den durin hentakaki(?) he like stay in front of me den do also.he was like giving tat damn funny face den i keep on laughing.was fun lah cos de whole time we keep on laughing.was like fun lor.doubt zis will ever happen again.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..anyway, huiling & i keep on touching amirah's hair.was like soo smooth.den i like urm...smell it.was like soooo NICE!!!!!!!!!!oh n 2day alan johnson&jonathan came bac from dono-wat-camp.den every1*NCOs was like 'alan! i miss u.'den johnson&jonathan was like saded.LOL!urm alan is like BLACK. lol.urm...bb!
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5:11 AM
Monday, August 17, 2009
Hey...Urm...sory tat it took so long...Got alot of things to say.Urm... ok.Finally NP resume.Promotion test in a few weeks.2 actually.Fri day got extra training. pe.Nothing much.urm.. 4get everything liaoOh one more thing.I'm like sick.tats all. bb.
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5:45 AM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
.................A........Ok...Nvr go Rendition yesterday..................Watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince...Blahblahblahblah...It SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!to de core......urm..............Nothing much.............BB!
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3:00 AM
